Saturday, May 30, 2015

Can't wait to graduate!

So,
Apparently this week is gonna be the last week of my last semester for my degree.
Just gonna simplify and share some things that I've learned throughout these 3 years.
Things that make me grow,
Things that taught me to not to be so naive,
And things that make me see things more clearly.

Firstly,
I've learnt that people will have things to say no matter what you do.
Good or bad,
Or who you mix with recently,
Your achievement,
Relationship,
EVERYTHING.
Gossip gossip gossip.
Kaypoh-ness level: 93926839274651429
Learnt that I am living in a world that people will non-stop judging you.
And everyone think that they are the best.
But hey,
What makes you think that you are better than me?

Secondly,
Being fake is just as easy as abc.
I've seen too many real life examples
Till I am used to it.
Wouldn't wanna believe it at first.
But soon I realized,
Everyone is doing it.
Talam dua muka is just something normal.

Thirdly,
You can do anything you want as long as you have the money.
A spoiled brat from a rich family can be identified easily.
And my advice is not to go near them.
I've had enough
Facing selfish bitches for 3 years.
They think that they can do anything they want and people will just listen to them just because they got the money.
But hey kid,
Let me tell you this.
You might survive in university,
But good luck when you are in the society.
People ain't going to pay you big bucks if you have this kind of attitude.
And ya,
Also allow me remind you that it's your family who is rich.
Not you.
So please stop bragging about it,
As it will make me look down on you even more.  

Lastly,
And also the most important lesson learnt was,
Being good and kind doesn't mean that you will have true friends around you.
But in fact,
That will only give other people chance to take advantages of you.  
The people that I once called as good friends
Broke my heart over and over again.
All they gave me was disappointment.
I would say that I can control my temper quite well,
But I am not an angel.
And sometimes when I don't say things out,
Doesn't mean that I am stupid for not realizing it.
I just chose not to,
Because I thought this will make things better.
I am sick of listening to all the shitty excuses people make.
But by doing so,
People will just continue to hurt you
And forget that you are a human too.
You have feelings too.
You have the right to speak too.

I am glad enough to say that I am finally going to leave this place.
Going to leave the people here.
And start a new life.
I also know that my new life might not be any better than my current life,
But at least,
I will have my family and boyfriend around me.
And that's the best thing in my life.











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