Sunday, September 25, 2011

Countdown!

Dear readers,
If you are the one who is taking STPM this year,
Please kindly switch off your computer and start studying after viewing this post.
Thank you.
LOL!
Sound serious rite?
You know WHY?
I have got only 56 days left to STPM!
56!!!!
Less than 2 months!
Imagine that....!
Ya I admit...
I got a lot to study and yet I am still here updating my blog...
Very naughty...
Lol...!
But no worries...
It's only a 5-minute post...
Just wanna remind you guys to study study study!
Only for 3 months!
Then it's freedom people!
STPM AIN'T A GAME...!
It's about our future!
Gambateh!
Good luck!
Happy studying! =]





Thanks!
ilovepiglet.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

I am sorry.

People often say that rejection hurts.
And I know that too.
Although I don't have the experience confessing to guys that I used to like.
But…
I really don't mean to hurt you guys.

I love my life now.
I am very satisfied with everything that i am having now.
I can't just accept you just because I am touched right?
What's the point of me accepting you just because you treat me very nicely but I don't love you in return?
There's no point.
I don't wanna give you temporary happiness.
I will be honest.
Not ready means not ready.
I do not wanna tell you about it only after we are together for a short while.
Like 1 week? 2 weeks?
That will hurt even more.
Not only one party but both.

A person's heart is like a bubble when they are in love.
Especially first love.
Pure and naive.
I know that.
I had been hurt doesnt mean that I have to go around to hurt more people in order to make them feel like what I feel right?
I don't wanna leave any trauma for you.
I still wanna make you believe that true love really exist.

I do not want you to pay for another guy's mistake.
And I do not want another girl to pay for my mistake too.

I reject just to hope that you can stop wasting time on me.
Go for another better girl.
A girl who is more suitable for you.
You might feel that you love me more than other guys did.
You might feel that you will take care of me,
Protect me,
So that I won't be sad forever.
But what is love if it's only one-sided?

I appreciate all that.
I really do.
It's very touched to know that there's a guy who treasure you when there's another guy who treats you like a rubbish.
But do you think it's fair to you?
I am a person who thinks that feeling is very important in a relationship.
I do not have the special feeling towards you.
It's not that you are not good.
Every guy is good in different ways.

But I am sorry.
I enjoy being single.
Adding another person into your life is like adding another burden.
I prefer being alone,
More freedom.
I am so sorry to hurt you.
Just say that I am stupid because I do not know how to appreciate a person like you.
U can blame me.
But I really dont wanna cheat on people's feelings.
You will find a better girl who knows how to appreciate you in the future.
You will.
Sorry.






ilovepiglet.