HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Yay!
I am having one week holiday for this coming Hari Raya!
Perks of interning at a government sector!
But my supervisor said that he's going to give me a tougher job after the hols.
Guess this is a good thing too.
At least I get to learn something new.

Looking forward to the holidays and hope that I get to go for a short vacation!
But pray hard that there will be no jam.
Relatives are coming over tomorrow.
And it's time to explore the island again.
Penang is always fun to visit!
Get to eat ho liao again!
Hehe =P












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A little update about internship

This week is the second week of my internship.

Erm so far so good.

Learned lots of things.

Gained a lot.

And I realized that time passes so fast when i am working.

However I still feel very tired after work.

Really hate waking up early every morning. 

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5 more days till home!

Yay!
Just K.O.-ed another presentation today
And I am now one more step closer to graduation!
But I am actually more excited about going home this Thursday
As I get to meet my baby!
Like after 15 weeks?
But we only get to see each other for a few days
Then we have to be apart again.
But it's okay.
I will feel happy as I get the chance to see him.
Hehe.
Can't wait to see you!










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Can't wait to graduate!

So,
Apparently this week is gonna be the last week of my last semester for my degree.
Just gonna simplify and share some things that I've learned throughout these 3 years.
Things that make me grow,
Things that taught me to not to be so naive,
And things that make me see things more clearly.

Firstly,
I've learnt that people will have things to say no matter what you do.
Good or bad,
Or who you mix with recently,
Your achievement,
Relationship,
EVERYTHING.
Gossip gossip gossip.
Kaypoh-ness level: 93926839274651429
Learnt that I am living in a world that people will non-stop judging you.
And everyone think that they are the best.
But hey,
What makes you think that you are better than me?

Secondly,
Being fake is just as easy as abc.
I've seen too many real life examples
Till I am used to it.
Wouldn't wanna believe it at first.
But soon I realized,
Everyone is doing it.
Talam dua muka is just something normal.

Thirdly,
You can do anything you want as long as you have the money.
A spoiled brat from a rich family can be identified easily.
And my advice is not to go near them.
I've had enough
Facing selfish bitches for 3 years.
They think that they can do anything they want and people will just listen to them just because they got the money.
But hey kid,
Let me tell you this.
You might survive in university,
But good luck when you are in the society.
People ain't going to pay you big bucks if you have this kind of attitude.
And ya,
Also allow me remind you that it's your family who is rich.
Not you.
So please stop bragging about it,
As it will make me look down on you even more.  

Lastly,
And also the most important lesson learnt was,
Being good and kind doesn't mean that you will have true friends around you.
But in fact,
That will only give other people chance to take advantages of you.  
The people that I once called as good friends
Broke my heart over and over again.
All they gave me was disappointment.
I would say that I can control my temper quite well,
But I am not an angel.
And sometimes when I don't say things out,
Doesn't mean that I am stupid for not realizing it.
I just chose not to,
Because I thought this will make things better.
I am sick of listening to all the shitty excuses people make.
But by doing so,
People will just continue to hurt you
And forget that you are a human too.
You have feelings too.
You have the right to speak too.

I am glad enough to say that I am finally going to leave this place.
Going to leave the people here.
And start a new life.
I also know that my new life might not be any better than my current life,
But at least,
I will have my family and boyfriend around me.
And that's the best thing in my life.











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Cute Little Baby

This is too cute not to share!
Cute little baby tried to take off his shirt but he got stuck and get angry at himself!
SO cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

https://www.facebook.com/chun.wang.987/videos/10207024675286141/?pnref=story&__mref=message_bubble

Busy week

Although I've already handed in my thesis draft last week,
But how come I feel that I am a lot busier now?
It's totally different from what I've imagined?
I thought I will be very free and get to go out and play every weekend...
But nowwwwwww
There are endless assignments and presentations!!!
WHYYYYYYYY?
Haha
But I am lucky to have my baby to complete one of the assignments for me
*shhhhhhh*
Otherwise I will become a zombie by now.
Hehe...
 
Next week is gonna be the 13th week of this semester.
That means I got 2 weeks left to experience the life of a university student.
After that there will be no more classes, assignments and annoying final exams.

So, instead of complaining about my life here,
I think I should start to cherish my life
And live my life as a student to the fullest.
Working life is gonna be much more stressful.

So good luck
And work hard
Because it's the last chance to fix my CGPA.

















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Big Bad Wolf Part II

So,
Just like what I said,
I really bought more books from Big Bad Wolf today!
I've bought 13 books in total and I think it's more than enough for me to read till the next Big Bad Wolf book fair!
*which is going to happen in a year time I hope?*

First batch of books I bought

Second batch of books I bought

Wolf Cube made from the cardboard behind it and I named it Small Bad Wolf XP

But for this moment I am not going to read any of my books yet...
I am now reading books from my friends
Because I wanna read as many books as possible before I graduate!
Don't have the chance to borrow anymore next time =(

And le bf was shocked by the amount of books bought by me...
He said that my mini library is going to become mega library d!
Haha...
But trust me...
Ini small case only...
I saw people bringing luggage to the book fair
And opened the fully loaded luggage when she was about to pay!
WOW.


Off to continue reading!









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Why So Hot?

Something I learnt from staying here for 3 years is that
Terengganu's weather is really really extreme!
It's really hot during sunny day
And it floods whenever it rains!

And as for now,
The weather is so hot that the water coming out from the tap is freaking hot like boiling water!
And I am not exaggerating!
Almost burnt my hand just now...
I also feel that I could fry eggs on the sidewalk! 
And it's so hot that I can feel like millions of needles poking me!
I sweat like hell even when I am sitting down peacefully watching drama...
It feels like I was being put into a hot oven and will turn into a ginger bread man soon!
I dunno how to describe it but I really feel like soaking myself in water the whole day...

Maybe you can understand how I feel by looking at this picture

HOT HOT HOT!!!

But I can't do anything to change the weather,

So I just have to accept it.

Do something to make me feel better.

Bathe 5 times per day perhaps?

Haha.

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Big Bad Wolf

Ahwoooooooo
The Big Bad Wolf is finally here in Terengganu!
Went there just now and used up my RM 50 book voucher to buy 6 books!
Still got another RM 50 left and I am going to visit again to grab more books!
But the only problem is,
How am I going to carry all the books back to Penang
And where should I keep them?

I told myself that I am going to make a part of my future home like a mini library
With creative bookshelves!
Something like this perhaps?
















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C'est la vie

I NEED TO CALM DOWN!!!

Chill...
Jeslyn...
Chill....
Calm down...
Don't get angry...
Smile...
You can do this...
Everything is not worth it...
You are going back to Penang for good in 2 months time...
And you are free...
You don't have to see these people anymore...
You don't deserve all these things...
They will not affect your life anymore...
So chilllllllllll
2 months will pass very very fast
*i hope so*
No matter how they treat you....
Just calm down...
Take a deep breath...
Breathe in breathe out...
Everything is going to be just fine...
Just one fine day...
I will prove to everyone who treated me like shit that I can be better than you FOREVER!

Think before you speak

This post is for those who like to hurt people's feelings with their words.

Can't you just think twice before you speak?

Okay,

People might think that you are cute and straightforward if you say that as a child. 

Some people might even find that funny.

But let me remind you that you are no longer a child,

You are an adult!

Can't you just pause before you open your mouth...

And ask yourself...

Is it really necessary to say that out?

P.S.: If you cannot speak good of someone or something, then it is better not to speak. Thank you.

Random Stuff

I've finally finished my labwork!
Which is something to be happy about~
So now I am going to focus on my thesis writing
As the due date to hand in our thesis draft is next week
And I am also having 2 tests next week
So I am going to work like mad for 2 weeks 
Thennnn

It's holiday time!
I am going to Selangor and Malacca during my mid semester break!
I am so excited about this trip!
As this is my first time going on a vacation with this bunch of friends
And my sister is joining us too!
Imma going to eat till I drop!
Miss the cendol there...
Yum Yum =)







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Kindness taken for Weakness

I am a human.
I have my own feelings too.
Can people just STOP showing me their temper?
I did nothing wrong!
Just because I don't get angry easily,
Doesn't mean that I have to tolerate every mean thing you do to me!
Know your limits.
Please.

Welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud 

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you 

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you 

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

I just wish someone could understand.
I am so tired of everything.

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GET IT RIGHT

Just going to share my favorite song from glee that describes my feelings perfectly.

What have I done?

I wish I could run,

Away from this ship going under

Just trying to help

Hurt everyone else

Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions

Keep making a mess of things,

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?

Can I start again, with my faith shaken?

Cause I can’t go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes,

But if I get stronger and wiser, I’ll get through this

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air,

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair!

Yeah, I’ll send out a wish, yeah, I’ll send up a prayer

And finally someone will see how much I care

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take, to get it right?

To get it right?

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?

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Tiring Life

So it's already my last semester of my degree program now
*which is a good thing*
And basically I don't feel like I am a person who is going to graduate soon
As I think I still act like a first year student!
I still feel sad whenever I had to leave home,
I still can't solve some problems by myself,
I still can't speak BM fluently,
I still can't recognize the roads in Kuala Terengganu,
I still can't communicate with the people here,
And worst,
I still can't get used of the food i have everyday!
I really miss Penang food lahhhhh...
Everyday I will stare at the pictures of food that people posted in Facebook and drool...
I can't believe that I actually survived for more than 2 years here!
This is miracle!
But the bad thing is I become thinner and thinner...
Gonna start with a gain-weight-plan the moment I reach Penang!

So the title of this post is about how tired I am every single day.
I am a final year student now
And obviously I have to deal with the annoying final year project!
Although I have less classes this semester,
But I have to rush to the lab everyday to finish up my lab work whenever I have free time!
Okay maybe I can't blame anyone for this
Because everyone stayed back during break to complete their work
But I always go back on time!
Or maybe earlier =P
And I also refuse to come back early to finish up
Haha
That's is why my progress is slow and I am rushing like mad now!
Going to campus from 8am-5pm every single day is no joke man!
Feel super duper exhausted every day!
And what's worst?
Worst is I can hardly fall asleep at night despite how tired I am!
This is because before sleep,
I keep thinking of what to do tomorrow!
All the procedures and progress keep spinning in my head!
Oh goshhhhhhh
I NEED SLEEP, BRAIN!
STOP THINKING!

But thank God,
I only have this kind of life 4 days per week
So I will make full use of my long weekend to hibernate...
Sleep more than 12 hours every single day!
But still....
I still feel tired everyday...

Can't wait to finish up my lab work
So that I can have some normal life!

Okay so my eyes are closing as I'm typing.
I am really tired.
So goodnight peeps.









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3.1415

So.....
Today is pi day!
*okay i better stop being a nerd*
Pi is a value needed to calculate the area of a circle.
And coincidentally.....
My face is a circle too!
So,
Today is also my day!
*perasan*

But today is just another ordinary day...
Did nothing special because I can't do anything special here...
All I can do is staring at my laptop for the whole day
AND rot.
Feel so lifeless.
I am gonna go mad if my whole life is like this.
But fear not,
I am going to leave this place in 3 months time!
I've been waiting for this moment since I the first day I came here!
And finally...
The day I've been waiting for is finally coming to meeeee!

I already can't control my excitement by just thinking that I don't have to live this kind of life forever!
I guess you guys can understand because i kept posting about leaving ever since my first year.
Now that I finally grow up,
I should start to plan about my future!

And firstly,
I shall complete my internship at USM first and get a good grade.
After my internship,
I shall go on a vacation!

Okay that's all about my plan,
Will plan about the rest after my vacation lahhhh. XP










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