High School

After watching the movie 'You are the apple of my eye',

I came to realise that my high school life was also very interesting.

Just like the movie.

A lot of things happened,

No matter happy or sad,

Those things were the things that let me grow up.

So, I decided to blog about some interesting stuffs that happened when I was in Penang Free School.

Although high school had just ended,

But all the memories that I had together with all of u will be in my heart.

Forever.

And ever.

Entering PFS was the first time for me to study in a co-ed school.

*besides kindergarden*

That was the first time in my life to spend my every single day with guys.

I spend my 11 years of primary school and secondary school life only with girls!

GIRLS!

That why I was kinda quiet when I first entered that school.

Becoz I really have no idea of how to communicate with guys.

That's y I chose to talk less and observe more.

Look around and understand the people around me more before being too close to them.

I always stick with my girls gang and I will always let them do the talking.

All I need to do is to smile.

Maybe it's becoz I am a person who is quite hard to adapt to a new environment.

I need time...

I am quite scared of strangers.

I dun like to talk in front of strangers.

That's why people who dun know me will say that I am a very quiet person.

And ya.

Actually I am not.

After being in that school for a few weeks,

I start to feel comfortable with the environment there.

And I am very glad that I actually took part in the play.

'The King And I'.

That play gave me a chance to mix around with people

And to communicate with people that I dun really know.

After that play,

I start to talk a lot.

And I start to bully the guys around me.

And now when I think back,

I will feel that,

Ok,

Why was I so childish?

N i still remember that I used to have a nickname called...

Ahem....

TOMMY!

Do you know why?

I think it's becoz I am the most boyish girl among them

N I act like a boy.

But I love being like that!

No one can stop me! XP

LOL!

PFS organised another play too this year.

Called

'The Beauty and The Beast'.

I was the backsatge crew.

N I really had lots of fun with the scouts there.

Although all the kids there that call me mama makes me feel old,

But still they were the ones who gave me the best memories during the play.

Not to say that I wanna act young or wad,

*ya i noe that i am going to be 20 next year*

But I really love mixing around with kids.

They are naive, innocent, and ya.

They are harmless.

I can be myself when I am with them.

Then I had a very unforgettable 18th birthday last year.

Thanks to a bunch of friends who had a surprise party for me.

Although I didnt cry lah,

But I was really touched.

N I really appreciate it a lot.

Studying in a co-ed school,

There is one thing that we cant avoid.

RUMORS.

N we called that LUNA.

*n i still dunno the reason behind the word luna*

We even have a LUNA master named Joshua who got himself luna-ed with a girl too this year.

LOL!

Ok n one of my LUNA experience is this.

I decided to mention it here becoz that was a very fun yet interesting LUNA experience.

There is this one guy in my school

Who likes to argue with me a lot.

N i dunno why!

We didn't talk much last year although we were in the same class.

But I dunno why we will start to argue when we see each other this year when we r in diff classes.

N I seriously cannot remember how n when all this started.

We can argue about anything n everything.

After argue-ing for some time,

People started to LUNA us.

N both of us will purposely unite to create more rumors.

That process was very fun.

N I seriously didn't expect that the rumors will come true one day.

N now,

He's my <3

Last time I used to thought that all this will only happen in dramas.

Becoz u know,

In most of the dramas the main actor n main actress will fight with each other at first then only they will be together at last.

Ya. 

N that was exactly what happened to me n him.

Besides that,

I also have my own gossip gang in school.

My girls who will always provide me with new things that happened in school.

Although we r from diff classes n yet we can still be very very good friends n I really appreciate the friendship between us.

My only girlfriend in my class also gave me a lot of memories.

The friendship between both of us cannot be expressed by word.

Sometimes I will feel that,

We r just like twins.

We can noe wad each other is thinking about without saying a word.

I spend most of my time with her in school n even in tuition classes.

We can laugh like nobody's business n people often call us siao char bor...

There is also this girl who is very important to me.

She often call me her husband.

*blushes*

 I really wanna thank her for being there for me no matter whether I am happy or sad.

High school life wouldn't be so interesting without you.

And also ya,

I took part in lots of cocurricular activities.

Especially Chinese Cultural Society.

I spend lots of time and effort for that society.

It's also a society that gave me a chance to dance.

N a chance for me to be a leader.

A chance for me to organise activities.

I also have a bunch of friends who called us their cargoes...

N we called them our drivers.

They will never say no when we ask them for help when we got no transport.

I wanna say thank you once again to them.

THANK YOU.

I really appreciate u all.

ALL the times that spend with all of u in school,

Even outings,

Will forever be in my mind.

I am a person who dun really know how to express my gratitude towards the people around me.

The only thing that I know is to say thank you. 

I also dun really like to be too close to people.

I dun like to be a super glue or something lidat.

Hmm,

I dunno,

I just feel that it's very awkward to do so.

But deep inside my heart,

I thank all of you for making my life so beautiful.

Seriously.

Penang Free School is a place that I will forever remember.

A place that I fell down,

N it's also a place that gave me another chance to stand up.

Another chance to meet the correct person in my life.

= )

ilovehighschool.

ilovepiglet.

iloveyou.

Lalala~ Dream~

Yay!

Times flies...

STPM is going to end soon...!

Although we still have 2 more papers to go,

But I am already acting like as if STPM is over d...

Got nothing to do that's why I decided to blog about something.

LOL!

Ok,

I am going to blog about my dream today.

It's just a very simple dream.

My dream is to grow up faster,

And earn a lot a lot of money,

So that I can go around the world to help those who are in need.

I know that my strength will be very limited

And

I also know that it's not easy to do so,

But,

I really hope that their life will be better with my presence.

I wanna make a difference.

I want them to know that there are still people who cares for them,

There is still a reason for them to continue living in this world.

Being unfortunate is not their fault.

And we shouldn't discriminate them.

As for now,

I am still a student,

I can't help them financially.

But I feel that doing charity is not only about the money.

Is the heart.

Peple have feelings.

They will feel it if you are really sincere.

Just help without hoping for anything in return.

It's also a type of happiness.

I am still a teenager.

I can't do much.

That's why I can only start from helping the people around me.

Although I understand that it's kinda frustrating when people do no appreciate your effort

But,

It's ok as long as we play our own part well.

Do not care about what the others think about you.

Just do whatever you want.

As long as you know that,

Yes.

That's the right thing to do.

Why be selfish when you have the chance to be kind?

To be honest,

I really hate people who only care for themselves.

But it's ok.

Just continue to be like this.

Do not blame the others if they dun help you when you need help.

There is this NGO in Malaysia called the

KECHARA SOUP KITCHEN

I am not sure whether you guys have heard about it or not,

But this is one of the successful examples of people that have the same dream as me.

KECHARA SOUP KITCHEN is a Community Action Group,

Which consists of volunteers from all walks of life distributing food to the homeless and urban poor in the heart of Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

The theme of this organisation is 'Hunger knows no barrier'

Too bad that it's in KL,

Or else I will surely volunteer myself to help them. 

There is also another organisation called WORLD VISION 

World Vision Malaysia (WVM) began in 1997 as a Support Office with the aim of raising funds for and awareness of needy children and communities overseas.

WORLD VISION will organise this activity called the famine 30 every year.

Famine 30 is a activity that will gather people from all around Malaysia at different spots in Malaysia and those participants are going to fast for 30 hours.

The main theme of that activity is to raise fund to help the poor and to let fortunate people in Malaysia to experience hunger.

WORLD VISION will also organise trips to the third world countries and allow volunteers to join so that they can go there to understand the life of the unfortunates and also to help them to go through all the hard times.

We can also adopt a child from the poor countries with only RM50 per month.

Imagine that,

Only RM50 can change a person's life.

Maybe to some of us,

RM50 is just a small amount.

But to them,

It's not.

RM50 a month is already enough for them to have the life that they want.

As I am one day older,

I am one step closer to my dream.

I hope that I can be a part of these organisations.

That's why I need to work harder,

And have a stable income,

So that my dream will come true.

Looking forward into my life in the future.

Because I know that my life is going to be very meaningful.

I will also be happy by making the others happy.

Ok,

That's all for today.

Remember,

Helping people brings no harm,

So start to help people around you from now onwards.

You will be happier.

Trust me.

=]

Bye.

ilovepiglet.

December

Saw the title?
Yes.
December.
Hope that the worst month in 2010 will turn out to be the best in 2011.
One year has passed.
December is here again.
I used to hope that I can turn back time and go back to December to make things right.
But now,
I am actually glad that I dun have the ability to do that.
Because I love my life now...!
=]

Ok enough.
Lets talk about STPM.
4 down, 4 more to go.
Time flies.
14 more days to freedom!
Although I know that didnt do well in the previous papers,
But I will not give up!
I will work harder so that I can get a better grade for maths!
So that maybe I can be a mathematician in the future or something like that.
LOL!
No worries.
Let bygones be bygones.
Got lots of great plannings for my life after STPM!
Gonna enjoy life before going to uni!
=]

Jia you!
Bye!






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