I am getting more and more antisocial these few days.
N I think I know y.
Or maybe not.
I am tired of things that happened in my life.
Misunderstandings come after one another.
People just refuse to talk to me without any specific reasons.
Even if there is,
How come people just do not wanna tell me about my mistakes?
Being childish is just not the correct way to solve problems.
No one can help u guys if u guys continue to be like this.
I have done my part.
I talked to u.
I gave u chance.
But so sorry.
No more second chance for u if u do not wanna appreciate it.
I started to talk to u first doesn't mean that I was wrong.
Doesn't mean that ure important in my life.
Doesn't mean that I can't live without u.
It's just becoz of one simple reason.
This year is our last year in high school.
I dun wanna leave any regrets after i graduate.
I do not wanna have any bad memories about high school.
I wan to have all the nice memories in my head like wad i had in my secondary school.
We might not have chance to meet each other again after we graduate.
I just dun wanna regret remembering that I dun appreciate my high school friends after Ive grown up.
YA.
I hope that I will still be safe after saying this.
Since only u girls will read about my updates rite?
OK...
I REALLY THINK THAT GUYS ARE REALLY TROUBLESOME!
Created lots of probs for me.
How I wish I can go back to my life without having any guys around me.
That's also another reason for me to be so antisocial.
I just wanna mix around with my girlfriends.
Girls can still stand strong without guys.
In fact they will live a better life without you guys.
I am tired.
I am seriously tired.
Things that happened in school everyday.
I am getting more and more tired about my life in school everyday.
Going to school is like a torture to me now.
Goes to school.
Looking at all the faces.
Those faces that I would wanna give a slap on it.
U noe wad??!!!
I was not born to be treated like this.
I have my own feelings too.
Having a life without u will just make my life better.
Nothing much.
So please do not act like I need u to survive.
I did nothing wrong.
To me ure just a piece of shit.
It's not that I wanna be harsh to you.
But I am seriously pissed off.
There's no point for u to continue living in this earth if u can't accept other people's comment about u.
I noe that everyone is not perfect.
But.
Everyone can try their best to improve themselves to be a better person.
My patience has its limits too.
So do not think that I am very nice to be bullied if I did not do anything to you.
I seriously dunno wad will I do if I am mad.
But u know urself well.
Please use ur brain to think.
If u do not have one,
Then please get urself one asap.
Keeping quiet doesn't mean that i dun noe anything.
I just wanna make things better.
I am not scared of u.
And I am not a hypocrite.
I am just not childish as u.
Please do not blame me if i turn into another person one day.
Please remember that u guys were the one who cause me to be like that.
I have to be stronger in order to overcome all that.
I am just an ordinary girl.
Wad do u wan from me?
Do not blame me if i do anything against u one day.
Ure the cause of it.
Now that I have decided to focus on my studies.
I dun wanna care about all that anymore.
U guys might say that I am kiasu now.
But I dun care.
Laugh at me as much as u can now.
Becoz u will never have the chance to do so next time when i am more successful than u.
Future is more important to me now.
So this is my life.
Sometimes i will also wonder.
Will my life be better now if I chose to leave last time?
Maybe ya.
Maybe not.
As a conclusion,
I am tired.
Both physically n mentally.
But no matter wad,
I still love u girls a lot.
Thanks for being there for me when I am down.
Bye~
ilovepiglet.
