Countdown!

Dear readers,
If you are the one who is taking STPM this year,
Please kindly switch off your computer and start studying after viewing this post.
Thank you.
LOL!
Sound serious rite?
You know WHY?
I have got only 56 days left to STPM!
56!!!!
Less than 2 months!
Imagine that....!
Ya I admit...
I got a lot to study and yet I am still here updating my blog...
Very naughty...
Lol...!
But no worries...
It's only a 5-minute post...
Just wanna remind you guys to study study study!
Only for 3 months!
Then it's freedom people!
STPM AIN'T A GAME...!
It's about our future!
Gambateh!
Good luck!
Happy studying! =]





Thanks!
ilovepiglet.

I am sorry.

People often say that rejection hurts.

And I know that too.

Although I don't have the experience confessing to guys that I used to like.

But…

I really don't mean to hurt you guys.

I love my life now.

I am very satisfied with everything that i am having now.

I can't just accept you just because I am touched right?

What's the point of me accepting you just because you treat me very nicely but I don't love you in return?

There's no point.

I don't wanna give you temporary happiness.

I will be honest.

Not ready means not ready.

I do not wanna tell you about it only after we are together for a short while.

Like 1 week? 2 weeks?

That will hurt even more.

Not only one party but both.

A person's heart is like a bubble when they are in love.

Especially first love.

Pure and naive.

I know that.

I had been hurt doesnt mean that I have to go around to hurt more people in order to make them feel like what I feel right?

I don't wanna leave any trauma for you.

I still wanna make you believe that true love really exist.

I do not want you to pay for another guy's mistake.

And I do not want another girl to pay for my mistake too.

I reject just to hope that you can stop wasting time on me.

Go for another better girl.

A girl who is more suitable for you.

You might feel that you love me more than other guys did.

You might feel that you will take care of me,

Protect me,

So that I won't be sad forever.

But what is love if it's only one-sided?

I appreciate all that.

I really do.

It's very touched to know that there's a guy who treasure you when there's another guy who treats you like a rubbish.

But do you think it's fair to you?

I am a person who thinks that feeling is very important in a relationship.

I do not have the special feeling towards you.

It's not that you are not good.

Every guy is good in different ways.

But I am sorry.

I enjoy being single.

Adding another person into your life is like adding another burden.

I prefer being alone,

More freedom.

I am so sorry to hurt you.

Just say that I am stupid because I do not know how to appreciate a person like you.

U can blame me.

But I really dont wanna cheat on people's feelings.

You will find a better girl who knows how to appreciate you in the future.

You will.

Sorry.

ilovepiglet.

Relationship?

I am very glad that you had finally found someone better to take care of you.

Please treat her better than how you treated me.

Because every girl deserves a chance to be loved.

Not to be hurted.

As for all the lies that made me a fool,

I will forgive but I will never forget.

They will always be in my heart to remind me to not to trust guys that easily.

Thanks for proving to me that I was wrong.

I used to thought that you are different.

But as time goes by,

It's proven that all guys are the same.

Although we used to agree that we will still continue to be friends,

We used to tell each other that we will still talk,

But it's not easy to do so.

WHY?

Because,

U changed,

I changed,

We changed.

Topics that used to be between us just disappear,

And we will never find them back.

Never.

As for people out there who cares about my relationship status,

I would like to say that

I am single and unavailable.

I do not wanna think about all this at the moment.

I cannot afford my mood to be affected by all this before STPM.

Besides that,

I think I am not suitable to be in a relationship at this age

Because I am still not mature enough.

I am too childish.

Maybe I will wait till I am older.

I want a relationship that can last.

I do not want my next to be my ex.

As for the people around me who is in a relationship,

I hope that u guys will cherish those moments with your love ones.

Appreciate the ones who love you

As it's not easy to find someone

Who loves you and you loves him/her back.

Do not give up yout relationship just because of some small misunderstandings.

Try to tolerate and go on.

And as for people who is still trying hard to go after your dream guy/girl,

Good luck!

I am very happy with my life now.

I have my girlfriends around me.

Girlfriends who will always be there for me no matter what.

The most important thing is to enjoy yout life.

And be yourself.

To be accepted by the society is to be genuine.

Moving on was hard,

At times it seems unbearable.

Time has now healed the pain,

And I think of him I smile instead of cry.

He will always have a special place in my heart.

I had known pain.

I learned to know joy.

Life is never easy but it's still good.

Love someone is hard but love yourself is harder.

Always remember

Love life.

=]

Thank you.

ilovepiglet.

Trust

Look at the title of this post again .
Yes.
The topic today is about trust.
No doubt.
Trust between people and people is very important.
Trust can make things easier.
Trust can simplify everything that you are doing right now.
Trust can make life better.
Maybe I should learn how to trust people more.

After working so hard,
I finally understand that
Y am i so tired doing all the work by myself.
Maybe it's because of my horoscope,
Or maybe it's because of my personality.
I tend to have high expectations on people when I have a task for them to complete.

Virgo,
A virgo wants everything to be perfect.
In short,
A virgo is a perfectionist.
That is also I prefer to do everything on my own.
People just can't reach my expectations.
Only me myself knows what i really want.
That is why I dun really wanna ask other people to do work.
This is my principle in life.
I rather depend on myself rather than asking for help.
Yes.
I know.
I am very stubborn.
This is also why people just cant get along with me.
As for now,
I understand that no matter how much you do,
No matter how much effort you put in,
People just cant see that.
Now i finally understand that
Y people just like to tell the others what they've done.
It's not because that person wants to boast around.
It's just that that person hope that he can be recognized by the others.
People do not appreciate what you have done,
People will just put all the blame on you when there's something wrong.
People who doesnt understand how you feel will also come to sprinkle salt onto your wound.
Everyone has their different ways of doing things.
You just cant expect everyone to be like you.
You must try to accept.
It's not that everything that other people do differently as the way you did is wrong.
Just like love.
“Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they got”

Maybe i shouldnt continue to be like this.
I should learn how to trust people more.
Give them chance for them to prove me wrong.
They can do it too.
Sometimes
I just feel that,
People shouldnt comment much about things they dont know.
Look into the mirror.
Think about what you have done.
Do you have the right to comment about other people when you yourself cant even do things well?
People should just appreciate things around them.
Life is simple.
Why must everything be so complicated?
NO one is perfect.

Trust more.
That will make the world a better place.
Appreciate more.
That will make people feel some sense of belonging.
Tolerate more.
That will reduce frictions between people and people.
Forgive more.
“To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.”
At last,
Love more.
It's because,
"Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that.
Just like,Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.” 

Thank you.

Bye bye.
ilovepiglet.

School hols...

Hey people!!!!
Miss meh?
I noe that it has been a while since i update my blog...
Sorry ya...
Was quite busy for midterm...
LOL!
Now that midterm is over...
And it's school hols people!!!!
Party time!
Ok...
Or maybe not...
Maybe I should spend my time well by STUDYING?
Ya...
STPM is just around the corner...
YES.
I should prepare for this exam so that i will not have any regrets in the future!

But as u guys noe...
I am a very playful person...
It's kinda impossible for me to study 24/7 rite...?
That's y i went out with a bunch of friends today...
Karaoke...!
The best way to release stress after studying for a long time!
Ok...
Maybe not to everyone...
But at least to me, it is.
=]
I love to sing...
Or should i say shout?
Oops...
LOL!
Maybe u guys can try too...!
It's really an effective method to release tension ar!
Really one...
XP
Walked around Queens with Lala too to look for prom dress...
But too bad..
They r too exp...
T.T
LOL...

Altho we r having school hols now...
BUT BUT BUT...
We r having extra classes for both weeks!
Damn emo...
Dun get to rest also..
I rmb that we used to go school for 'the king and i' dance practices during the 2 weeks hols last year...
We complained a lot i guess?
LOL!
But now?
Extra classes...
T.T
I still prefer those days we went for the dance practices...
But wad to do?
We have very dedicated teachers!
We all noe that they r doing all that just for our own good...
That's y I dun really like to skip extra classes...
We should appreciate the teachers' effort wad...
Thank you teachers!
=]

Oh ya...
Another thing...
Beauty and The Beast!
Please support!
Another play by PFS after 'The King and I'!
The play is around end of June...
Just contact me if u guys wish to purchase the tickets...
I can help u guys to get them from my friends!
=]
Rmb to support ya!
Ur support is much appreciated.

I think that's all for today!
Bye people!!!!

SONGS OF THE DAY
梁文音--- 还是朋友
郁可唯--- 暖心

Tata...
ilovepiglet.